So its Saturday. I got to sleep till 10 which I seriously needed to do. I have work from 2 to 7 and tho its only 5 hours its five hours of a shit load of parents hating me, Kids and baby's crying, and than a massive amount of paper work that I just hate doing. All to make $8.25 and hour. What a freaking life I have. I dont get to go to college cause have to work full time. My mom is a bitch who likes to lie and keep secrets from me and her other children. I miss my friends. I haven's seen Rhys all summer, hung out with Brian only a few times. And when I did get to see Trenton all I did was cry about the next time I would get to see him.
I hate having to play mom everyday to kids that aren't mine and wife to a boyfriend that doesn't want to be my husband. I love then all more than life its self. But damn when will I get to be who and what I want to be!
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