Have you ever felt life your life is on hold? Like everything you do, is done just because its the only thing there is to do at the time? Like your just waiting around for your life to actually start?
Everyone around me has a plan, a good life plan at that. And I am just here in the background of life just chillin. Watching as everyone I know continues with the things they want to do. I know what I want to do in life, I know every detail of the things I want for my self. I just cant have them.
I want to go to college with Trenton.
I want to be the most important thing to him.
I want to live life not as his wife but as someone he can rely on and depend on just like I do for him.
I want to mean something in this world.
I want to leaving something meaningful behind me when I die.
Bleh. I want a child with a women.
I am not sure how much more I can right. This is just...sad
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